Sunday, February 11, 2024

Lent Day 1: Learning to walk backwards


As we embark on another Great Lent, the call to return to God and be one with God is loud and clear. God’s love towards human beings reflected in the incarnation of God’s son Jesus Christ is then commemorated with seven weeks of the life, ministry, healing, suffering, death and resurrection of Jesus. As much as we see the Great Lent as something we have to do, it is also a response to God’s call to reconcile with God. This reconciliation is also then supposed to be with other human beings and all of creation as Jesus has asked us to love one another as he has loved us and as he loves his Father.

But how can we hear, see and experience God? This calls for a retreat and a walking back. People earlier have tried to walk backwards for a novelty, to break a record or for a cause. But this is not something done usually. Now research suggests that walking backwards as an exercise is good because it makes our knees and ankles strong, makes us sharper and heals our body in some significant ways.

I would like to suggest walking backwards and retreating as a way to enter into the experience of lent because it helps us see God, see one another and see ourself as well. The retreating and walking back creates a space to think, to look, to realize and to change. It is an opportunity to realize that we have erred somewhere, that we need to change, that we can do something differently and we can simply give space to someone.

The wedding at Cana in St. John 2: 1-11 is a very common bible passage, known even to non-Christians. St. Mary informs Jesus that the wine has run out. But Jesus is not very interested and says his time has not come. What St. Mary does now is a lesson in retreating and walking backwards. She steps back and tells the servers to do whatever he tells them. The element of faith of St. Mary is the faith in God’s son, the faith in Jesus her son and her faith in goodness. Yet, she realizes that she has done something wrong or inappropriate. So she steps back and yet does not lose her hope.

The stepping back or the walking backwards helps. Jesus tells the servers to fill the stone jars with water which then is transformed into wine. It is a wonderful model for the start of lent and for our life in general. Have faith in God and in one another. How much ever we love someone, be prepared to retreat and walk back. Be ready to give space and prevent them from being suffocated by our love. Husbands do likewise to your wife, wives to your husband, parents to their children and children to their parents, friends to one another and colleagues likewise. Nothing is to be taken for granted and yet hope has to remain. Everyone needs their space to act, to perform and to do.

Lent is a time to allow God to perform miracles. But the credit of the miracle is for God and we need to create that space. Priests have to create a space for the people to see God and witness to God. The closeness to God should turn to a retreat and walking backwards because otherwise others won’t get to see God. St. Mary’s walking back turns a private miracle into a public proclamation of faith. Do what we have to do and then stand back for God to work. Amen.

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